Totally lost
Wow. I feel so lost right now. Not physically, but mentally. What do I want? What do I need? Honestly, I have no idea. Some days I feel like I've been where I am for way too long. I feel a desperate urge to get out of here, to see new places and live in new countries. I never felt an urge to break free this strong when I was away.. I guess I should have stayed, because seriously I'll probably never be as happy here as I was there.
Work, travel & breathe
I'm home from work, sun is up and time is past 4am. I'm not going to bed quite yet, even though I'm tired. I skyped Tash, and since I'm not very sleepy I'll be productive instead of staring up the ceiling. Either way, things are closing up and my schedule is pretty tight.. These are just a few things:
- 1 June: Move into new apartment
- 2 June: Homewarming party
- 9 June: Last exam of this semester
- 9 June: Trip to unknown destination with my workmates in Växjö
- 10 June: Move to my Mom's place during summer in Ängelholm
- 11 June: Start summer job in Ängelholm
- 29 July: Finish summer job in Ängelholm
- 31 July: Going to the US
- 20 August: Returning from the US
- 25 August: 0-week starts in Växjö
- 3 September: Next semester starts
- End of September: Oktoberfest in Munich!!!
Big plans for a big trip
At the moment I'm planning for the trip to America which will start off on the 31st of July and end on the 20th of August. Right now I'm looking at things to do in NYC where I will start off. The statue of liberty, the empire state building and Central park seems like three things I have to see when I'm there. Most of all I'm excited to see my loved friends Gretchen, Angel, Nick and Emma. I'm longing!
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
The flow is gone. For now.
3.40 am
Brother
At the library, as usual.. Not the best day of my life, one of y best friends Dad died last night. I still have to try to concentrate, but I can't help but thinking of him and his family.
Tired
I came home from work a while ago, been playing around with my MacBook Air which I recieved just a few days ago, so I'm still enjoying learning how it all works, teehee. One thing I just found out is that the webcam has a flash, how cool is that?
Oh well. I better go to bed, can't sleep all day tomorrow aye. Ciao!
