the show must go on
I'm ready to leave.
It's two weeks on the day since I returned to Sweden and I am already sick and tired of living here. At least in an environment I know so well. Note that I love my family and friends. Regardless of how great my mom and I get along, I just don't want to live at home anymore. I'm more than ready to leave. Perhaps that explains why I stillhaven't been bothered to unpack everything or even settle down with my things in my room. Because I deeply wish to move in a month again. How wonderful that would be!
By Friday I will know whether I'm accepted to the bachelor I want to do or not. All I can do is to try not to have a major breakdown from nervousness, and wait for the decision to be sent to me. Will I get in? I kind of expect so, but I don't want to take anything for granted.
Not only is this making life so complicated at the moment. I don't have Skype and can't talk to my friends who are spread all over the world. I just can't wait to talk to you! Even more with everyone whom I haven't seen since last year.. It feels like forever since we last spoke.. I'm sorry for being so bad at keeping contact.
My mood is going up and down, as I just can't quite make up my mind about the whole leaving NZ thing.. Was it right? Was it wrong? For now, I just want to get accepted to Växjö and move up there. Get good grades, get a boyfriend and make my own way in life. That's what I want to do. That's what I want my next three years to be like. And it's not too much to ask for. If I set my mind up to something, I get there.
All I need before I can do that is a letter "We are pleased to inform you....."
It's two weeks on the day since I returned to Sweden and I am already sick and tired of living here. At least in an environment I know so well. Note that I love my family and friends. Regardless of how great my mom and I get along, I just don't want to live at home anymore. I'm more than ready to leave. Perhaps that explains why I stillhaven't been bothered to unpack everything or even settle down with my things in my room. Because I deeply wish to move in a month again. How wonderful that would be!
By Friday I will know whether I'm accepted to the bachelor I want to do or not. All I can do is to try not to have a major breakdown from nervousness, and wait for the decision to be sent to me. Will I get in? I kind of expect so, but I don't want to take anything for granted.
Not only is this making life so complicated at the moment. I don't have Skype and can't talk to my friends who are spread all over the world. I just can't wait to talk to you! Even more with everyone whom I haven't seen since last year.. It feels like forever since we last spoke.. I'm sorry for being so bad at keeping contact.
My mood is going up and down, as I just can't quite make up my mind about the whole leaving NZ thing.. Was it right? Was it wrong? For now, I just want to get accepted to Växjö and move up there. Get good grades, get a boyfriend and make my own way in life. That's what I want to do. That's what I want my next three years to be like. And it's not too much to ask for. If I set my mind up to something, I get there.
All I need before I can do that is a letter "We are pleased to inform you....."
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Postat av: Emelie Jönsson (Röda faran)
Louise!
Jag har också sökt till Växjö! Vilket program har du? :p
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